So you are open and entirely ready. looked at defects of character. This is only the beginning of a life long process where many challenges are faced. The questions I would invite individuals to ask themselves to reinforce their readiness or belief that they are.
1- Can you see challenges and difficult experiences as a potential for personal development? This has no grade either as some can hold much pain and even be tragic as again “this is life on lifes terms”.
2- Can you be open to look at how you may “act out” emotionally as this can provide rich data to learn from. Acting out is how we behaviourally or verbally action our emotional internal process because what is going on is difficult to deal with. Some examples are “cheating to save face or “dirty and lack of personal hygiene because of self emotional loathing. To be arrogant because of being jealous of someone’s happiness. To be mean, hostile or unfair because of a lack of satisfaction in ones own life. In other words are you up for looking at what is really going on when any acting out takes place. This can give great insight into ones scripty processes and why we do the things we do.
I feel that challenges are good where they create movement. Being endless challenged by behaviour with the same result perpetuates the problem. Breaking free of addiction also includes breaking free of behaviours and obsessions and I therapy can enable a break through into a healther way of being. At present I have been given an understanding of my script processes and I also feel they have been disempowered to a great extent. Personally I need to take some risks and revisit “the places that scare me” to move on and continue developing. I am confident that I can do so safely and not be overwhelmed. A good phrase to describe addiction and being possesed by scripty emotional drivers is “being in it” . It is a desperate and hopeless place to be and to get out of this place needs a change in heart that happens in a very profound way.